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the ugly.

the ugly.

oh god nothing to see here but shadow work

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Dec 23, 2022
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water wave in close up photography
Photo by Mostafa Ashraf Mostafa
The facts of the matter 
have
me in a chokehold. I don't 
know what I'm doing or even
if I'm doing "well". 
Love
is a flock of queries
these days - is
it enough? Am I enough? 
Will anything ever
be enough? 
What happens 
at the end of something that
simply put,
wasn't enough? 
Where will we go? 
What happens
when a feeling of dread
has nowhere safe
to go? Does it burn a hole

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